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بِسْمِ ٱللَّهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
bismillahi alrrahmani alrrahimi
In the Name of Allah, the All-beneficent, the All-mercifull
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اللّهُمّ صَلّ عَلَى مُحَمّدٍ وَآلِ مُحَمّدٍ
allahumma salli `ala muhammadin wa ali muhammadin
O Allah: (please do) bless Muhammad and the Household of Muhammad
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إلـٰهِي أَلْبَسَتْنِي الْخَطايا ثَوْبَ مَذَلَّتِي،
ilaaheee al-basat-neel-khat’aayaa thaw-ba mad’al-latee
My God, offenses have clothed me in the garment of my lowliness,
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وَجَلَّلَنِي التَّباعُدُ مِنْكَ لِباسَ مَسْكَنَتِي،
wa jal-lalaneet-tabaau’du minka libaasa mas-kanatee
separation from You has wrapped me in the clothing of my misery!
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وَأَماتَ قَلْبِي عَظِيمُ جِنايَتِي،
wa amaata qal-bee a’z’eemu jinaayatee
My dreadful crimes have deadened my heart,
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فَأَحْيِه بِتَوْبَةٍ مِنْكَ يا أَمَلِي وَبُغْيَتِي،
faah’-yihee bitaw-batim-minka yaaa amalee wa bugh-yatee
so bring it to life by a repentance from You! O my hope and my aim!
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وَيا سُؤْلِي وَمُنْيَتِي،
wa yaa soo-lee wa munyatee
O my wish and my want!
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فَوَعِزَّتِكَ ما أَجِدُ لِذُنُوبِي سِواكَ غافِراً،
fawai’z-zatik maaa ajidu lid’unoobee siwaaka ghafiraa
By Your might, I find no one but You to forgive my sins
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وَلا أَرَىٰ لِكَسْرِي غَيْرَكَ جابِراً،
wa laaa araa likas-ree ghay-raka jaabiraa
and I see none but You to mend my brokenness!
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وَقَدْ خَضَعْتُ بِالإِنابَةِ إلَيْكَ
wa qad khaz”aa’-tu bil-inaabati ilay-k
I have subjected myself to You in repeated turning,
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وَعَنَوْتُ بِالاسْتِكانَةِ لَدَيْكَ،
wa a’naw-tu bilis-tikaanati laday-k
I have humbled myself to You in abasement.
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فَإنْ طَرَدْتَنِي مِنْ بابِكَ فَبِمَنْ أَلُوذُ؟
fa in t’arat-tanee mim-baabika fabiman alood’
If You cast me out from Your door, in whom shall I take shelter?
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وَإنْ رَدَدْتَنِي عَنْ جَنابِكَ فَبِمَنْ أَعُوذُ؟
wa ir-radat-tanee a’n janaabika fabiman au’wd’
If You repell me from Your side, in whom shall I seek refuge?
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فَوَا أَسَفاهُ مِنْ خَجْلَتِي وَافْتِضَاحِي،
fawaaa asafaahoo min khaj-latee wa af-tiz”aah’ee
O my grief at my ignominy and disgrace!
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وَوا لَهْفاهُ مِنْ سُوءِ عَمَلِي وَاجْتِراحِي.
wa waa lah-fahoo min sooo-i a’malee wa aj-tiraah’ee
O my sorrow at my evil works and what I have committed!
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أَسْأَلُكَ يا غافِرَ الذَّنْبِ الْكَبِيرِ
as-aluka yaa ghaafirad’-d’ambil-kabeer
I ask You, O Forgiver of great sins,
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وَيا جابِرَ الْعَظْمِ الْكَسِيرِ،
wa yaa jaabiral-a’z’-mil-kaseer
O Mender of broken bones,
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أَنْ تَهَبَ لِي مُوبِقاتِ الْجَرائِرِ،
an tahaba lee moobiqaatil-jaraaa-ir
to overlook my ruinous misdeeds
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وَتَسْتُرَ عَلَيَّ فاضِحاتِ السَّرائِرِ،
wa tas-tura a’lay-ya faaz”ih’aatis-saraaa-ir
and cover my disgraceful secret thoughts!
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وَلا تُخْلِنِي فِي مَشْهَدِ الْقِيامَةِ مِنْ بَرْدِ عَفْوِكَ وَغَفْرِكَ،
wa laa tukh-linee fee mash-hadil-qeeaamati mim-bar-di a’f-wika wa ghaf-rik
At the witnessing place of the Resurrection, empty me not of the coolness of Your pardon and forgiveness,
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وَلا تُعْرِنِي مِنْ جَمِيلِ صَفْحِكَ وَسَتْرِكَ.
wa laa tua’-rinee min jameeli s’af-h’ika wa sat-rik
and strip me not of Your beautiful forbearance and covering!
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إِلـٰهِي ظَلِّلْ عَلَىٰ ذُنُوبِي غَمامَ رَحْمَتِكَ،
ilaahee z’al-lil a’laa d’unoobee ghamaama rah’-matika
My God, let the cloud of Your mercy cast its shadow upon my sins
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وَأَرْسِلْ عَلىٰ عُيُوبِي سَحابَ رَأْفَتِكَ
wa ar-sil a’laa u’yoobee sah’aaba raa-fatik
and send the billow of Your clemency flowing over my faults!
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إِلـٰهِي هَلْ يَرْجِعُ الْعَبْدُ الأَبِقُ إلاَّ إلَىٰ مَوْلاهُ
ilaahee hal yar-jiu’l-a’b-dul-aaabiqu il-laaa ilaa maw-laahoo
My God, does the fugitive servant return to anyone other than his Master?
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أَمْ هَلْ يُجِيرُهُ مِنْ سَخَطِهِ أَحَدٌ سِواهُ؟
am hal yujeeruhoo min sakhat’iheee ah’dun siwaah
Or does anyone grant him sanctuary from his Master’s wrath other than his Master Himself?
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إِلـٰهِي إنْ كانَ النَّدَمُ عَلَىٰ الذَّنْب تَوْبَةً،
ilaahee in kanan-nadamu a’laad’-d’ambi taw-batan
My God, if remorse for sins is a repentance,
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فَإِنِّي وَعِزَّتِكَ مِنَ النَّادِمِينَ،
fa in-nee wa i’z-zatika minan-naadimeen
by Your might – am one of the remorseful!
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وَإِنْ كَانَ الاسْتِغْفارُ مِنَ الْخَطيئَةِ حِطَّةً،
wa in kaanalis-tigh-faaru minal-khat’ee-ati h’it’-t’atan
If praying forgiveness for offenses is an alleviation,
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فَإِنِّي لَكَ مِنَ الُمُسْتَغْفِرِينَ،
fa in-nee laka minal-mus-tagh-fireena
I am one of those who pray forgiveness!
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لَكَ الْعُتْبىٰ حَتَّىٰ تَرْضَىٰ.
lakal-u’t-baa h’at-taa tar-z”aa
To You I return that You may be well pleased!
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إِلـٰهِي بِقُدْرَتِكَ عَلَيَّ تُبْ عَلَيَّ،
ilaahee biqud-ratika a’lay-ya tub a’lay
My God, through Your power over me, turn toward me,
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وَبِحِلْمِكَ عَنِّي اعْفُ عَنِّي،
wa bih’il-mika a’n-nee aa’-fu a’n-nee
through Your clemency toward me, pardon me,
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وَبِعِلْمِكَ بِي ارْفَقْ بِي.
wa bii’l-mika bee ar-fuq bee
and through Your knowledge of me, be gentle toward me!
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إِلـٰهِي أَنْتَ الَّذِي فَتَحْتَ لِعِبادِكَ بَابَاً إلَىٰ عَفْوِكَ سَمَّيْتَهُ التَّوْبَةَ،
ilaaheee antal-lad’ee fatah’-ta lii’baadika baaban ilaa a’f-wika sam-may-tahut-taw-bata:
My God, You are He who has opened a door to Your pardon and named it ‘repentance’,
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فَقُلْتَ: ( تُوبُوا إلَىٰ اللَّهِ تَوْبَةً نَصُوحَاً )،
faqul-ta( tooboo ilaal-laahee taw-batan-nas’ooh’a)
for You said, Repent to God with unswerving repentance.
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فَما عُذْرُ مَنْ أَغْفَلَ دُخُولَ الْبابِ بَعْدَ فَتْحِهِ.
famaa u’d’-ru man agh-fala dukhoolal-baabi baa’-da fat-h’ih
What is the excuse of him who remains heedless of entering the door after its opening?
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إِلـٰهِي إنْ كانَ قَبُحَ الذَّنْبُ مِنْ عَبْدِكَ
ilaaheee in kaana qabuh’ad’-d’ambu min a’b-dika
My God, though the sins of Your servant are ugly,
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فَلْيَحْسُنِ الْعَفْوُ مِنْ عِنْدِكَ.
fal-yah’-sunil-a’f-wu min i’ndik
Your pardon is beautiful.
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إِلـٰهِي ما أَنَا بِأَوَّلِ مَنْ عَصاكَ، فَتُبْتَ عَلَيْهِ،
ilaahee maaa ana biw-wali man- a’s’aaka fatub-ta a’lay-h
My God, I am not the first to have disobeyed You, and You turned toward him,
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وَتَعَرَّضَ بِمَعْرُوفِكَ، فَجُدْتَ عَلَيْهِ،
wa taa’r-raz”a limaa’-roofika fajud-ta a’lay-h
or to have sought to attain Your favour, and You were munificent toward him.
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يا مُجِيبَ الْمُضْطَرِّ،
yaa mujeebal-muz”-t’ar
O Responder to the distressed!
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يا كَاشِفَ الضُّرِّ،
yaa kaashifaz”-z”ur
O Remover of injury!
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يا عَظِيمَ الْبِرِّ،
yaa a’z’eemal-bir
O Great in goodness!
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يا عَليمَاً بِما فِي السِّرِّ،
yaa a’leemam-bimaa fis-sir
O Knower of everything secret!
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يا جَمِيلَ السِّتْرِ
yaa jameelas-sit-r
O Beautiful through covering over!
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اسْتَشْفَعْتُ بِجُودِكَ وَكَرَمِكَ إلَيْكَ،
is-tash-faa’-tu bijoodika wa karamika ilay-k
I seek Your munificence and Your generosity to intercede with You,
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وَتَوَسَّلْتُ بِجَنابِكَ وَتَرَحُّمِكَ لَدَيْكَ،
wa tawas-sal-tu bijanabika wa tarah’-h’umika laday-ka
I seek Your side and Your showing mercy to mediate with You,
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فَاسْتَجِبْ دُعائِي،
fas-tajib dua’aa-ee
so grant my supplication,
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وَلا تُخَيِّبْ فِيكَ رَجَائِي
wa laa tukhay-yib feeka rajaaa-ee
disappoint not my hope in You,
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وَتَقَبَّلْ تَوْبَتِي
wa taqab-bal taw-batee
accept my repentance,
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وَكَفِّرْ خَطيئَتِي،
wa kaf-fir khat’ee-atee
and hide my offense,
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بِمَنِّكَ وَرَحْمَتِكَ
biman-nika wa rah’-matika
through Your kindness and mercy,
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يا أَرْحَمَ الرَّاحِمِينَ.
yaaa ar-h’amar-raah’imeen
O Most Merciful of the merciful
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