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بِسْمِ ٱللَّهِ ٱلرَّحْمٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
bismi allahi alrrahmani alrrahimi
In the Name of Allah, the All-beneficent the All-merciful.
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لَكَ ٱلْحَمْد ُيَا ذَاَ ٱلْجُودِ وَٱلْمَجْدِ وَٱلْعُلَىٰ
laka alhamdu ya dhaljudi walmajdi wal`ula
To You be all praise; O Lord of magnanimity, glory, and elevation!
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تَبَارَكْتَ تُعْطِي مَنْ تَشَاءُ وَتَمْنَعُ
tabarakta tu`ti man tasha’u wa tamna`u
Blessed be You; You favor or ban whomever You wish.
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إِلٰهِي وَخَلاَّقِي وَحِرْزِي وَمَوْئِلِي
ilahi wa khallaqi wa hirzi wa maw’ili
O my God, my Creator, my Shelter, and my Refuge!
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إِلَيْكَ لَدَىٰ ٱلإِعْسَارِ وَٱلْيُسْرِ افْزَعُ
ilayka lada al-i`sari walyusri afza`u
To You do I resort in hardships and in joys.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ جَلَّتْ وَجَمَّتْ خَطِيئَتِي
ilahi la’in jallat wa jammat khati’ati
O my God, even if my sin is too grave and too big,
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فَعَفْوُكَ عَنْ ذَنْبِي اجَلُّ وَاوْسَعُ
fa`afwuka `an dhanbi ajallu wa awsa`u
Your pardoning my sin is still greater and vaster.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ اعْطَيْتُ نَفْسِيَ سُؤْلَهَا
ilahi la’in a`taytu nafsiya su’laha
O my God, because I have allowed my soul to do whatever it liked,
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فَهَا انَا فِي رَوْضِ ٱلنَّدَامَةِ ارْتَعُ
faha ana fi rawdi alnnadamati arta`u
here I am now turning over and over on the land of remorse.
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إِلٰهِي تَرَىٰ حَالِي وَفَقْرِي وَفَاقَتِي
ilahi tara hali wa faqri wa faqati
O my God, You can see my manner, my neediness, and my poverty,
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وَانْتَ مُنَاجَاتِي ٱلْخَفِيَّةَ تَسْمَعُ
wa anta munajati alkhafiyyata tasma`u
so can You hear my inaudible prayers to You.
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إِلٰهِي فَلاَ تَقْطَعْ رَجَائِي وَلاَ تُزِغْ
ilahi fala taqta` raja’i wa la tuzigh
O my God, then (please) do not disappoint me and do not cause
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فُؤَُادِي فَلِي فِي سَيْبِ جُودِكَ مَطْمَعُ
fu’adi fali fi saybi judika matma`u
my heart to turn away, for I long for Your vast magnanimity.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ خَيَّبْتَنِي اوْ طَرَدْتَنِي
ilahi la’in khayyabtani aw taradtani
O my God, if You disappoint me or throw me out,
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فَمَنْ ذَاَ ٱلَّذِي ارْجُو وَمَنْ ذَا اشَفِّعُ
faman dhalladhi arju wa man dha ushaffi`u
then for whom will I hope and whose intercession will I seek before You?
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إِلٰهِي اجِرْنِي مِنْ عَذَابِكَ إِنَّنِي
ilahi ajirni min `adhabika innani
O my God, please redeem me from Your torture,
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اسِيرٌ ذَلِيلٌ خَائِفٌ لَكَ اخْضَعُ
asirun dhalilun kha’ifun laka akhda`u
for I am imprisoned, humble, and to You do I submit.
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إِلٰهِي فَآنِسْنِي بِتَلْقِينِ حُجَّتِي
ilahi fa-anisni bitalqini hujjati
O my God, delight me by helping me submit my argument,
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إِذَا كَانَ لِي فِي ٱلْقَبْر ِمَثْوَىً وَمَضْجَعُ
idha kana li fi alqabri mathwan wa madja`u
when I shall be lodged in my grave.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ عَذَّبْتَنِي الْفَ حجَّةٍ
ilahi la’in `adhdhabtani alfa hujjatin
O my God, if You chastise me for one thousand years,
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فَحَبْلُ رَجَائِي مِنْكَ لاَ يَتَقَطَّعُ
fahablu raja’i minka la yataqatta`u
the rope of my hope for You shall nonetheless be cut off.
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إِلٰهِي اذِقْنِي طَعْمَ عَفْوِكَ يَوْمَ لاَ
ilahi adhiqni ta`ma `afwika yawma la
O my God, please make me taste the flavor of Your pardon on that Day
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بَنُونَ وَلاَ مَالٌ هُنَالِكَ يَنْفَعُ
banuna wa la malun hunalika yanfa`u
when neither one’s sons nor property shall promote.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ لَمْ تَرْعَنِي كُنْتُ ضَائِعاً
ilahi la’in lam tar`ani kuntu da’i`an
O my God, if You do not guard me, I shall certainly be lost,
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وَإِنْ كُنْتَ تَرْعَانِي فَلَسْتُ اضَيَّعُ
wa in kunta tar`ani falastu udayya`u
but if You guard me, I shall never be lost.
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إِلٰهِي إِذَا لَمْ تَعْفُ عَنْ غَيْرِ مُحْسِنٍ
ilahi idha lam ta`fu `an ghayri muhsinin
O my God, if You forgive none but the doer of good deeds,
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فَمَنْ لِمُسِي ءٍ بِٱلْهَوَىٰ يَتَمَتَّعُ
faman limusi’in bilhawa yatamatta`u
then who shall care for the wrongdoers who plunge in their fancies?
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ فَرَّطْتُ فِي طَلَبِ ٱلتُّقَىٰ
ilahi la’in farrattu fi talabi alttuqa
O my God, if I have been negligent in the seeking of piety,
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فَهَا انَا إِثْرَ ٱلْعَفْوِ اقْفُو وَاتْبَعُ
faha ana ithra al`afwi aqfu wa atba`u
here I am now tracking the traces of Your pardon.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ اخْطَاتُ جَهْلاً فَطَالَمَا
ilahi la’in akhta’tu jahlan fatalama
O my God, if I have been wrong out of ignorance,
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رَجَوْتُكَ حَتَّىٰ قِيلَ مَا هُوَ يَجْزَعُ
rajawtuka hatta qila ma huwa yajza`u
I have begged You so much that it was said that I would never feel tired.
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إِلٰهِي ذُنُوبِي بَذَّتِ ٱلطَّوْدَ وَٱعْتَلَتْ
ilahi dhunubi badhdhati alttawda wa`talat
O my God, although my sins have been higher than mountains,
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وَصَفْحُكَ عَنْ ذَنْبِي اجَلُّ وَارْفَعُ
wa safhuka `an dhanbi ajallu wa arfa`u
Your pardon is still higher and more elevated.
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إِلٰهِي يُنَجِّي ذِكْرُ طَوْلِكَ لَوْعَتِي
ilahi yunajji dhikru tawlika law`ati
O my God, as I remember Your power, my agonies are abated,
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وَذِكْرُ ٱلْخَطَايَا ٱلْعَيْنَ مِنِّي يُدَمِّعُ
wa dhikru alkhataya al`ayna minni yudammi`u
and as I remember my sins, my eyes shed tears.
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إِلٰهِي اقِلْنِي عَثْرَتِي وَٱمْحُ حَوْبَتِي
ilahi aqilni `athrati wamhu hawbati
O my God, please overlook my slips and erase my wrongdoing,
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فَإِنِّي مُقِرٌّ خَائِفٌ مُتَضَرِّعُ
fa’inni muqirrun kha’ifun mutadarri`u
for I confess of them fearfully and hopefully.
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إِلٰهِي انِلْنِي مِنْكَ رَوْحاً وَرَاحَةً
ilahi anilni minka rawhan wa rahatan
O my God, grant me rest and relax from You,
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فَلَسْتُ سِوَىٰ ابْوَابِ فَضْلِكَ اقْرَعُ
falastu siwa abwabi fadlika aqra`u
for I knock no door save the doors of Your favor.
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إِلٰهِي لَئِنْ اقْصَيْتَنِي اوْ اهَنْتَنِي
ilahi la’in aqsaytani aw ahantani
O my God, if You expel me or insult me,
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فَمَا حِيلَتِي يَا رَبِّ امْ كَيْفَ اصْنَعُ
fama hilati ya rabbu am kayfa asna`u
which method shall I then take and what shall I do?
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إِلٰهِي حَلِيفُ ٱلْحُبِّ فِي ٱللَّيْلِ سَاهِرٌ
ilahi halifu alhubbi fi allayli sahirun
O my God, the true lover (of You) is staying up at night,
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يُنَاجِي وَيَدْعُو وَٱلْمُغَفَّلُ يَهْجَعُ
yunaji wa yad`u walmughaffalu yahja`u
calling at You and praying to You, while the unmindful is asleep!
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إِلٰهِي وَهٰذَا ٱلْخَلْقُ مَا بَيْنَ نَائِمٍ
ilahi wa hadha alkhalqu ma bayna na’imin
O my God, these beings are either sleeping
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وَمُنْتَبِهٍ فِي لَيْلِهِ يَتَضَرَّعُ
wa muntabihin fi laylihi yatadarra`u
or vigilant at night, beseeching You.
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وَكُلُّهُمُ يَرْجُو نَوَالَكَ رَاجِياً
wa kulluhumu yarju nawalaka rajiyan
Yet, all are hoping for Your rewards, wishing
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لِرَحْمَتِكَ ٱلْعُظْمَىٰ وَفِي ٱلْخُلْدِ يَطْمَعُ
lirahmatika al`uzma wa fi alkhuldi yatma`u
for Your Grandest Mercy, and desiring for Eternity.
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إِلٰهِي يُمَنِّينِي رَجَائِي سَلامَةً
ilahi yumannini raja’i salamatan
O my God, my hope for You makes me feel safe,
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وَقُبْحُ خَطِيئَاتِي عَلَيَّ يُشَنِّعُ
wa qubhu khatu’ati `alayya yushanni`u
but the vice of my wrongdoings is reproaching me.
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إِلٰهِي فَإِنْ تَعْفُو فَعَفْوُكَ مُنْقِذِي
ilahi fa’in ta`fu fa`afwuka munqidhi
O my God, if you pardon me, then You shall have saved me;
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وَإِلاَّ فَبِٱلذَّنْبِ ٱلْمُدَمِّرِ اصْرَعُ
wa illa fabildhdhanbi almudammiri usra`u
otherwise, I will be the prey of my offensive sins.
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إِلٰهِي بِحَقِّ ٱلْهَاشِمِيِّ مُحَمَّدٍ
ilahi bihaqqi alhashimiyyi muhammadin
O my God, (I beseech You) in the name of Muhammad, the Hashemite
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وَحُرْمَةِ اطْهَارٍ هُمُ لَكَ خُضَّعُ
wa hurmati atharin humu laka khudda`u
and in the name of the sanctity of those Pure Ones who always submit to You.
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إِلٰهِي بِحَقِّ ٱلْمُصْطَفَىٰ وَٱبْنِ عَمِّهِ
ilahi bihaqqi almustafa wabni `ammihi
O my God, (I beseech You) in the name of the Chosen Prophet, his cousin,
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وَحُرْمَةِ ابْرَارٍ هُمُ لَكَ خُشَّعُ
wa hurmati abrarin humu laka khushsha`u
and the sanctity of the Pious Ones who are fearful of You.
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إِلٰهِي فَانْشِرْنِي عَلَىٰ دِينِ احْمَدٍ
ilahi fa-anshirni `ala dini ahmadin
O my God, guide me to keep following the religion of Ahmad
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مُنِيباً تَقِيّاً قَانِتاً لَكَ اخْضَعُ
muniban taqiyyan qanitan laka akhda`u
with full submission, piety, obedience, and surrender to You.
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وَلاَ تَحْرِمَنِّي يَا إِلٰهِي وَسَيِّدِي
wa la tahrimanni ya ilahi wa sayyidi
Please, deprive me not, O my God and Master,
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شَفَاعَتَهُ ٱلْكُبْرَىٰ فَذَاكَ ٱلْمُشَفَّعُ
shafa`atahu alkubra fadhaka almushaffa`u
of his (i.e. Muhammad) great intercession, for he is the true interceder.
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وَصَلِّ عَلَيْهِمْ مَا دَعَاكَ مُوَحِّدٌ
wa salli `alayhim ma da`aka muwahhidun
Please, send blessings to them as long as one believing in Your Oneness prays to You
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وَنَاجَاكَ اخْيَارٌ بِبَابِكَ رُكَّعُ
wa najaka akhyarun bibabika rukka`u
and as long as pious people, kneeling down at Your door, implore You.